idiot asshole. gah!! why do i have to begin my post like that? humph! thanks a million to that stupid jerk! liar! ARRGGHHH!!

think its cool, smsing me and calling me even though i didnt reply any of your messages or picked up any of your phone calls? stop wasting ur time and ur prepaid card lar. and you think its cool, telling me that you're already single cz u really need me, when you're actually still attached? pfft! you seriously have no license to lie. dumb. think its cool, begging me to forget all about our past since you're attached, but you yourself are not trying to forget about it? get a life lar! i'm NOT gonna fall into your damn traps. you're NOTHING to me anymore. yes. N-O-T-H-I-N-G. i am not your puppet. i'm not even related to you anymore, considering our f**king not working out relationship. you never treasure those who love you at all. asshole. you dont even deserve to have a girlfriend, frankly speaking.

you weren't there when i need you most. even more, you went out with another girl a few days after we ended, while i was still stupidly praying for your return. it had been 3 1/2 months since we broke up. why now then u bothered smsing me, asking me if i was already asleep if its at night and if i was already up if its in the morning. what the hell do you want from me?? you've hurt me once. and there is no way i'm letting any guy hurt me again, ESPECIALLY YOU!!! heartless freak! i'll never forgive you, until diy forgives you. i'll never get back to you if you are still hating my best friend. let me get this clear. i'll NEVER get into any relationship with a guy that is having a bad relationship with any of my friends/family. my friends are everything to me. they are there when i need them and i can rely on them alot. UNLIKE YOU!

this is a malay song, hati ini telah dilukai (you'd hurt my heart), sung by krisdayanti and ajai. i'm gonna translate it to english. it may not be 100% correct, but i'll try my best. a song, i dedicate specially for YOU..

yesternights, i thought of you
tears wetting my cheeks
how could you leave me?
when you actually know exactly how i feel

you've made a promise, i'm your lover
how can i just forget about our past love?
i never expect this will happen
the word 'end' that you ask for

let me.. let me be alone
i dont want to remember anything about our past
let me.. let me be alone
because you'd hurt my heart

you've made a promise, i'm your lover
how can i just forget about our past love?
i never expect this will happen
the word 'end' that you ask for

let me.. let me be alone
i dont want to remember anything about our past
let me.. let me be alone
because you'd hurt my heart

and last but not least, to diyanah.. even though i can no longer always be there for you physically, i'm still just a phone call away. you can always call me for help. i will try my best to help you out. dont say that you cannot survive without me backing you up. what if God decides to end my life? who will you go to then? listen. you musnt depend too much on me, or khai. these are all obstacles in life for you to endure. and it will never stop here. there are still many other challenges later in life. where is the strong diyanah i knew back then? i always believe that you are stronger than me. i have faith in you. i know life hasnt been going too well for you in MI than in MSS. but promise me, that you will be strong. no matter what. i can bet you, you'll struggle more next year due to PW and many other things such as your H1 Alvl exams. then in the next 2 years, it'll be hard, but you will be concentrating more on your studies than the society and your surroundings. you can do it girl. i know you can. =)

a plain girl. loves history, ancient egyptian history, sketching, reading manga, watching anime, naruto, dan brown series, harry potter, kpop!! hates cockroaches.


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