wow. i have never felt so depressed in my life till today. today was the most horrendous/terrible/disastrous/whatever horrible word that exists in the dictionary day in my life!!!! maybe i should consider changing my blog to lifefullofmisery instead.

looking at the J1s now made me reminisce about MY J1 life. yeah.. those were the days. those wee the days where we can sit or walk around chatting merrily, not even having the slightest idea of how difficult life as a JC student is. we did felt the pressure when it comes to PW but it was nothing compared to what we all are facing this year. the A Levels is really a challenge. sometimes it even hits me that i am NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE! poly life is much suitable for me! my language sucks! i dont even deserve to be called a JC student! look at how bad my performance in school is right now! lifefullofmisery

why am i saying all this? well, thanks to the release of the common test results. hah! it was fantastic i tell you! bleargh.. i kinda broke my own record. in a bad way. i dont know how i am going to face my peers who are practically casing after A+Bs. and i cant even get an E. what the heck! i may be showing a calm face in school but i am screaming my heart out from the inside. i never felt so STUPID like this before. i mean, i was one of the weakest student in my sec 3 and 4 years but i never felt as bad as what i am feeling right now. giving up. tempting, isn't it?
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but NO. i am NOT GONNA GIVE UP. i know that i deserve those horrendous marks. i know that i didnt start early. i know that i am not up to standard yet. that is why, i am totally awake now. that was my so called 'alarm'. my wake up call. these tests somehow motivated me to do better for the upcoming mid years. i WANT to study. i WANT to go uni. gillian, zarifah, i need your girls help as well. lets go to the uni together okay girls? :) lifefullofmisery


JOKE OF THE DAY
>> lisa's part time toilet cleaner story!! :D


oh yeah. nadrah honey, i will post the holiday pics most probably on friday or during the weekends okay!! and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU SWEETIE!! ;)

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